Fxxk it.

I feel like I really want to give up.

I just don't have a passion for going to college

I really want to do nothing.

My life is messed up

Fucked up

but I don't want to think about it

I just want to fxxk it

My life is fucked up to the point I don't want to care or think about it anymore

I feel better to feel nothing, think nothing, just nothing

just live my life

Going to college is spend too much money

The only one thing that makes me happy is only my wifi and my Korean things.

I don't know maybe I just too selfish or too young and dumb to not think about my future.

I know if I give up my college then how about my future? but we live in the present. plus I don't have a specific dream like what I want to be.

I just feel like I want to give up.

Feels like I want to die I hate my life but I still want live.

As a Christian, it is my fault tho, to not going to church and distant myself from God

Fxxk it i don't care anymore.