Sekedar

Hello

Sekedar ingin menulis bagaimana keadaan hidup gue 6 bulan belakangan ini.

So..

I'm happy yet sad.

Pandji makes me happy.

But also he makes me sad.

I hurt him a lot.

But Im trying my best to change, to hold back my temper, my ego.

I love him, I dont want lose him but I also want to leave him.

Yang terpenting, lebih banyak happy-nya dibanding sad-nya kok.

Beside that

HIDUP KU GABUT BGTTTTT

Sampe bingung mau nonton apa karena udah bosen nonton doang.

Kangen kerja :(

I have no income huhu

Mau buka olshop preloved masih bingung sampe sekarang.

Pengen beraktifitas lagi supaya gue ga bergantung lagi sama Pandji

Also, it scares me tontonan yang gue tonton bisa mempengaruhi pikiran gue

Gatau karena yang gue tonton apa emang gue lagi stress, i tried to cut myself and i felt.. happy ?????

relax??????

idk

otak gue error brok.

sekian bye